Day 29: Salam Ma

Nampak nya bunga akan berkembang lagi dia rumah baru Ma❤️

Salam Ma

Dapat tadi paginya, your D2 told me. She got the saMe.

Words hurt! Simple sorry won’t do…

Time heals, so you just have to wait… for now.

And she came back but NEVER utter a word to us…

Well, actions speak louder than words😑

Updated: 12092021 € 0526 for the screenshot 

Salam Ma

Alhamdulillah, hari ni pepagi semua anak Ma 3 beradik dapat berkunjung melawat Ma bersama gd3. 

Dah lama tak pergi bersama♥️

  

Izzh3 pun join sekali. Izzh4 tak sempat nak join. Katanya tgk2 dah pergi… 

Nampak banyak sungguh semut kat daun2 kat pokok Ma. 

Mesti tgh berzikir utk Ma skali tu kan…❤️

Salam Ma…

Alhamdulillah, pagi tadi dapat jugak melawat rumah baru Ma bersama Izzl3, izzh3 & izzh4. 

Ramai jugak yg kesana di pagi Jumaat, tapi Ma ada tetamu istimewa, anak buluS lebat ikut jugak tadi…. Senyap je dia, harap berzikirlah jua utk Ma ❤️

Tadi lepas Isyak pun anak2 Ma ber3 dpt sama2 membaca Yassen utk Ma.  

Alhamdulillah. 

Cerita semalam harus dilupakan, yang pasti I'm not sure whts gonna happen but I'll just let it be… 

Owh ya, tadi during Weekly Meeting Sixma; selepas balik dr rumah baru Ma; KakNik asked wht's my take of today's ITQAN dalam KERJA. 

I just can't talk Ma, bcos below is mine

"Priority terhadap IBU sepanjang zaman. Keberkatan dr IBU itu penting…

Kalau IBU dah tiada, banyakkan baca quran, sedekah etc utk dpt keberkatan."

Sent from my iPhone

Dear Ma,

 I’ve read this HERE on Signs & Symptoms of Intermittent Explosive Disorder

Maybe I should be more undertaking, but I can’t just forget the words she said. 

Words could always cut you deeper than sword ⚔️ . 

That’s the reason I usually, always hold myself in SocMed.

But still… It hurts so much Ma…

I don’t think D3 and me would ever forget the words she coughed up to our face, with her finger pointing to our face!

What we said so wrong that could cause such rage? Such hatred? 

Does she bottled up so much issues in her, just waiting for the right moment to let it go?

I did asked her Ma… but the “darah” thingy came out of her.

I did said that we only have each other in this world. 

That will always puzzled me…

But I guess, she has everything she needs and no one else matters…

Salam Ma

 I was nearly posting this Ma, with the caption of 

No. 5: What if that person if your own family member? Then again, she did said “Dalam darah aku takde setitik pun darah kau!!!”

…. in response to this 👇🏾. Why do I have to be a bigger person, always? 

Aren’t I allowed to post all these shits as well? Butuh kan my makNgah?

I am 46 now, I have no luxury dealing with all these negativity…

And I’ve lost you, Ma. What else is there in life then?

Maaf Ma

 But I  can’t just forget her words

“DARAH AKU XDE SETITIK PUN DARAH KAU!!!”